shu_wen

( Inspired. )

stop making yourself feel good only at the expense of others.DISGUSTING . URGHHHHHHH.
sigh exams exams :(

10am in the morning now. I just came across this line in my text haha, "academics have little relevance to a student's life".  My monday is officially gonna start 6pm today. hah! am refusing to get out of this comfort zone and get my lazy ass to school. ah why like that :( this weekend turned out pretty good. Admist the rush of activities, it's always possible to make time, so why am i not? Smile like you mean it. :x, :/, :S 
On a side note, my starbucks cost me $13.50 the other day. Sob.

( i'll never fall in line,become victim of comformity )

HAIIIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZ! Omg! Holidays are ending:( so sad!I wish i was more positive about school!Argh,having super mixed feelings aobut everything now!and i know i shouldnt be feeling this way!!!>:( worse still all sorts of shitty signs:( Last few weeks left to take a break,take things slow,relax. Heh,been trying to find all the ~chill~ places in singapore to enjoy before sch starts!Breakfast hotspots at portsdown,saddle club etc! anyone game? Hmm this week has been awesome!slow chill. Catching up with old friends,keeping in touch with new friends!a little of work in between and the usual rants with charmaine:) sigh babe!wish u were gg nus with me;( All the past embarrassing stories, new viewpoints from new friends.Post psych camp gathering today, not bad:) Reminscing and filling in the missing gaps with old friends. Best of all, family dinner at my fav place just now. Makes me kinda sad to know theres so much more i can know about my dad and im moving off to hall already.Haiiiiii. LOL some times thinking of sitting back and watching my farm (that i own and grow crops in HAHA) in australia makes me all warm and fuzzy :D

( quiznos :D )

Caught Xmen origins: Wolverine today! With celly belly. OMG its sooooo good!!! hahaha 10 times better than I expected. Or well, perhaps it was just something to help me get rid of my monday blues. heh! :( I hate mondays that I dont get to sleep in. Bascially just doesnt start the day off well, AT ALL-.- sigh I dont know man. Perhaps i should just be more tolerant. Some people should just learn to STFU man. Just like that face book group. haha huiming haha. Why keep going on and on about topics that are sensitive and well "off limits" ? I dont really need to hear all that you know. So just save the sarcasm and crude remarks. No, just because i'm suddenly so quiet doesnt mean that i'm completely neutral about everything and gives you permission to go on and on like there's no tomorrow. I know I wasn't that pissed to flare up or anything. But just plain annoyed I guess..
Turn back time, what would you do? 
On my way back on my bus journey, there was this guy sleeping opposite me. Sleeping with a smile on his face. Everybody go AWWW. I wonder if that happens to me at night. Yeah glad I caught wolf today. Hugh jackmen is seriously the sex! Too cute/sexy/handsome/gorgeous/cool for words. Rawr! But aside from that, its a pretty sad life story he has:( Hmm,ok spoiler alert!!!! who is the girl!?!??!the sister?the one with the white tank?!?! leading all the other ppl out? I dont rmb her in xmen 1/2/3 at all! Is she like mystic? And woah omg weapon 11 is dam scary! ahaha gosh i would love the power of persuasion;) Oh now thats easy isnt it. solves the problem of getting ppl to Stfu. Okay wait no, I wouldnt mind xavier's power. The reading other people's thoughts. whoo wee whoo. Well, i wish.  zzz but predicatable at soem points .like who is gonna die and stuff. good overall! :) yea anyway ,Secret receipe-d and arcade-d after church yesterday with jillian joyce ian desmond keefe. Hahaha daytona and killing zombies. Been a long time since i did that. Saw some crazy dude play the basketball game super well. Some pyscho score of 900+. Haha you knwo teh one where you jsut keep throwing balls into the hoop? Brings back taiwan memories eh:( i miss taiwan. Even worse, i lost the belt i bought from taiwan. Argh it was my favourite belt. Cant seem to find a nicer one to replace itttttttt. :(
Okay this entry is actually quite meaningless.But hey,just writing away those angsty thoughts. Heads up! Lets hope tmr's a better day;)

Greetings from starbucks! Im sitting her using my ~favourite~ girl's laptop eating black pepper chips and a dark mocha frap. life is so perfect right now.. not:( :( :( :( sigh i hate uni apps. me jh and lis are rockband pros! ;D jiahui is telling liselle stupid horror stories. so me and hm are BONDING and having a quickie! ;) HAHAHA just kidding! i want sushi tei! :P

hello again!i just realised i havent blogged about my camps yet!haha 18 to 20 at sji with kranji sec.sigh omg i miss them so much i even dreamt of them!hahaha yeah first camp for me started pretty off well :) despite the debriefs at 1,bathe at 2,sleep at 3,wake up at 6.hahaha yup!amusing race and kidnapped around the crazy slopes!hahah totally felt their pain.hahah casualty challenge and gladiator on day 2,where class 3b bonded so well!wheeee plus camfire!plus the cute girl in my group!!!!AHAHAHA.and the super egoistic cheer!!!!
"i say 3b ni ti chio ah!"
"wah buay tahan,wah buay tahan!!"
oh!and so thankful i had a mirror (cos well i didnt know we would have one-.-), desmond and i learnt so much from him since it was his second sji camp already!yeahhhh ferry back and stuff.boohoo!bye cute girl.LOL and goodbye to my voice.moving on,today was halfday camp with deyi sec.amusing race!i was mirror with krystle at first.and shes such a pervert!!first look at the class "oh wah so many girls.good"TSK!but then i got transferred:( ahahaha so funny you know.the feedback form the girl go write "our instructers are so funny except that one of instructers got taken away by 408" ,so mirrored with sherman.kinda weird joining 408 halfway and it was harder to bond with them cos the teachers kept interferring.ahwell!lunched at amk hub with the instructers before heading back.considering full time march??hmmmmm.
"i feel so good ah ah (x2) i feel so good i feel so good i feel so good ah ah ah"
anyway still been waitressing as well,and have been eating suppers almost everynight!gah botak jones,al ameen,ban mien etc with shuqin and xiang!hurr.and shuqin lent me her psp!!!lol what joy!!ahhaha and utb this week was great!:) cjal farewell lunch cos ivy's going away for 4 monthes on excahnge??haha OH AND YES!i actually woke up at 8am jus tto watch slumdog millionaire.zzz qutie a disappointment cos its definitely not as great as the book!ahahha i cant believe a few years back lis lent me the book and now this very same book is being made into a movie.well yeah but it was pretty woah i guess,haha jamal so cute! headed to lis's place for rockband2 after utb that day and its damn hard!i cant sing nor play drums properly!time to practice.ha ha ha!
anyway next week is jason mraz...and a level results.urgh!sucks >:( sigh. gtg for kenneths birthday thing now.cant wait to finally see everyone!till then xoxo!

Hello hello! I guess its time for an update? Today I finally relief taught in MG! Unbelievable! Even I myself am in shock. Oh well,it's definitely not as awesome and wonderful as I ever imagined it to be. I got a snooty class then I got a rowdy class. Whatever they're learning isnt even easy at all. Primary five, mind you. Haha I'll be back tomorrow to give it another shot? Haha miss khoo ok! Anyway, saw a number of familiar teacher faces and it was pretty cool! Fond memories of the uniform,food, everything? :) Other than that, I've been doing a waitressing stint, which is not bad. Definitely easier than teaching-.- Some nasty customers. Some tiring full house days,but it's okay man! I've been alright so far but somehow recently I feel life isnt piecing up properly. Sigh. Went for some island creamery after work just now. SHIOK;)  

What a terrible start =/

gp
gp
math :(
chem  
math <-----
physics
chem
econs
econs
chem
physics


efforts-.-

( 3,2,1.. fall in my arms now )

 
3 eyeless people vs one big eyed girl with a hole in her fringe :D
 
NARCOTICS BUREAU!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAH
jialin!!!send me ur holga picss!!!!

OMG!!!i can finally upload photos!!hahah better not upload too many later stupid lj's gonna get all cranky and close on me-.- hahahah see fel i told you i would update k!gonna make this a quick one cos my 9pm show is starting soon!!hahah anyway woke up at some unearthly hour even after sleeping at 5 (thanks t the jap boy-girl who was watching boring tennis-.- HAHAHAH) and went t btp t meet fel!for our, haha DATE.i was early! so much for a date huh fel!everyone fighting to join us.HAHAHAHA! kfc got real crowded so we moved to kap.hahaha and thats where  we met....the entire ac population!hahaha well almost everyone was there la.more than 20 ac ppl i bet.hahaha yeahhh but  couldnt stop laughing at kap please.like do 5mins of work then 15mins of uncontrollable laughing.hahaha cuz of everyones retardnedness.HAHAH like yvonne-.- thank goodness we cooled down and did some chem and math.thanks for the vectors help fellllll :) ditched the b*tch  and went for chem tuition and then headed for dinner at united sq with the family :) so full now>:( back t sch tmrrr :/ 
ok gtg go watch my show now=) bye!

xoxo
shuwen

Spent my entire saturday at home today trying to be productive..FAIL!completely pangsehed the whos to study at guthrie!plus i didnt go for econs tuition so i got quite a shock when i saw cel's msg..hahaha was even supposed to see that frisbee thing and..i didnt!I did completely nothing some gp and abit of my econs essay.sigh!dem distracted luh.cant focus properly la:( anyway!good news is i passed terms=) my FIRST time since i dont know i came ac?,omg really what a relief la.guess my consistency in doing tutorial for these monthes paid off:)ahhh but its so hard to keep it up!its liek torture to start on work nowadays!>:( oh..and i have no more foolscap:( so..haha this is an excuse not to do my work.haha!so here i am to blog!i am back with alot of pictures=) 

( picturesss )

•° won't go home without you says (9:48 PM):
yeah
•° won't go home without you says (9:48 PM):
sorry i didn't go in
•° won't go home without you says (9:48 PM):
cos like
•° won't go home without you says (9:48 PM):
felicia seemed so serious
•° won't go home without you says (9:48 PM):
haha
•° won't go home without you says (9:48 PM):
i thought you're having some very serious discussion
•° won't go home without you says (9:48 PM):
but then thinking abt it
•° won't go home without you says (9:48 PM):
and you
•° won't go home without you says (9:48 PM):
you were probably gossiping right

I saw janice at coffee bean with Felly today! and she says this. wahlau I HATE JANICE.

shu wen says (9:49 PM):
anyway, NO!
shu wen says (9:49 PM):
we were having a very serious discussion k!!!!!
•° won't go home without you says (9:49 PM):
bluff.

KISS MY ASS JANICE KOK SOOK YEE.
hahaha! :D
Sigh needa start studying!!!

FUN O RAMA IS OVER!

( You got me going out of my mind )